Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Call me emo..

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We might have took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothing better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missing

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby


comparisons are easily made
i like to compare
it's taking over me
you don't think about it

but i do

all the time..

i can't help but make comparisons
about everything from the tip to the tail
it's hard for me to let go of that phase
it tugs at my heart
tearing it slowly

your reaction to it is as though it never happened
you dismiss it everytime i bring it up
i'm jealous, hurt and sometimes wish i wasn't in the picture at all

open up your eyes
see what i am going through
no more drama, please; i've had enough of it
open up your eyes and see how much i am doubting myself

because i am jealous
and i make comparisons..

i need you to show me
i need you to reassure me
i need you to to always be there for me

and not make any comparisons..

i'm trying my best

but it just keeps popping up at unexpected places and times

i'm trying my best
it's time you tried your best too

because nothing lasts forever..

Monday, April 27, 2009


Material things do not do justice to what you and me have
But i thought it's just appropriate to flaunt some of it (~hehe~)
of course you gave me all of it (yes you, the one and only)

Thursday, April 16, 2009

i salute whoever can read my next post with an open mind
when you can and finally do, you will realise that im talking about something totally innocent
you have been forewarned..

~This is what heaven must feel like~

i finally got a taste of you
your sexy slivers
how i cherished that bite of your round-ended crunch
and the white creamy stuff
just heavenly..

how green you looked when you were in front of me..
giving yourself to me..because that was fate...
and i could control which one i wanted first..

i was craving for you for far too long
it was time

i hope i will be able to see you again soon
to taste you all over again
cherish your sweetness
and i sweat waiting in the anticipation of you..

Thursday, April 9, 2009


need i say more?

thanks bby..muax!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Are you feeling as though you are on the other side of the fence now?
the side where the perks are no more
the side where you realise a hundred eyes are on you
where a thousand mouths talk about you
the side where i was once before

it's so ironic that only now you bother to do what you are doing
it doesn't bother me one bit
people might say this
they might say that
but i think i know what truth there is left

we know that we are not to be blamed
only one person
but you hurt me
so in the end, you are also to be blamed

i will show you now what you showed me before
i will show you how much you hurt me
i will reciprocate with the same amount of hurt
you owe me seconds..big time

people say my blog is where i pour all my feelings out because..
i don't dare do it in real life
let me tell you this cuz i bet you have heard this as well
i do it here because i don't want to hurt the person i care for the most
i hope you know that here i am talking about YOU
cuz 'you're so vain, you'd probably think (anyway) this (post) is about you,
you're so vain, you probably think this (post) is about you,
don't you? don't you?'

i knew i would win..and i did..

Saturday, April 4, 2009


Went to watch Talentime my own words, this is a freaking good guys should really go and see it. it will touch your soul because it portrays the very reality that is malaysia and how the different races react to one another. Yasmin has managed to show us how we are interwoven into each other's lives even if we do not realise it..i don't have the right words to explain it to u but just go and watch it. you will know what I mean. Kudos Yasmin have done something that makes me proud to be a Malaysian. we need more people like you..oh! and we saw Adibah Noor in the cinema watching the movie wit us..and she cried watching the movie as well..even this big sized macho guy and most of the people in the hall were crying..that shows how touching the story was..the woman who was sitting on my left? she didn't even bat an eyelid..she didn't laugh or cry for the entire movie..she just sat there lik a slab of concrete..well, she mus be one due to the fact that she stepped on my toes (twice!) everytime she wanted to go to or get out of her seat (ouch!) and she didn't even say sorry..this is for her - "I wasn't wearing shoes of steel ok until i couldn't feel you stepping on my toes! i was just wearing ordinary sandals where the toes of my feet were your concrete legs! the least you could do was to say sorry and feel embarrassed..

haih...don't don't have to hide behind that facade..stand tall and just admit that you did..then we can sing it together..come on, i know you know what i mean by sing it together..~O re piya~ bluek! ;-) see, i told you it would be a nice movie..

ok..will give you due credit..(hehe) he was such a gentleman to sacrifice his longing to see fast and furious for me cuz i wanted to watch talentime. even though when i kept telling him how bad i felt he still insisted that he wanted to watch talentime and that fast and furious is juz another movie which can be watched some other time..thanks sayang! but i think he made it up to himself when he bought two wolverine comics that he wanted so badly..was happy for him cuz it's rare for him to get things that he really wants..most of the time he just follows me around getting what i really, thanks hunny!

so due to the blurness that is Vanessa, i had to go to the loo and i cooly walked into the men's toilet (!!!) could you blame me? the guy logo looked like it had a skirt..i kinda thought for a split second when i saw the guys in there ( hey! i didn't see anything i wasn't supposed to ok!) like 'hey, what are they doing here?' then it hit me again - 'oh shyt!' and i quickly made a u-turn that would make Lewis Hamilton jealous haha! one question though..why is the guys toilet so blue? it looks so gloomy and lights wonder guys don't spend so much time in the toilet! gurls...mystery solved..nex time your guy complains that you spend so much time in the toilet, invite him to ours and we'll see who spends the longest time..haha..seriously, i think the girl's toilet looks more inviting..

enough of toilets!...

we went to eat at sushi zanmai yesterday in gardens..hmm..din lik it there generally..the service, the food, the was so hard for me to order one simple green tea! i think people go there for the steamboat soup thingy..will try that the nex time we decide to go there. so far, sakae sushi is better even though the food can be a bit pricey..better quality, better staff n better food make the experience a better one instead of the one we got in zanmai..

oh and anyone who comes across any hot wheels cars that have the green strip please tell me..wanna make someone happy..

while lining up for a taxi, there was this couple in front of us and the lady's cigarette burned the guy's backpack and she was lik im so sorry..the guy then said 'yea, now you have to pay me 200 bucks' and the woman exploded 'I'm your wife ok!' then they went on and on, she kept looking at his bag, he kept lookin at her in a way i will nvr let my sayang do to me..and the way the woman would be wondering what the husband saw in her...her hair, her was

and q bistro is wer all the perverts congregate at night..beware..seriously..

guys, there is this short movie that Yasmin Ahmad made for the Singapore government..go watch it..touches your heart..