My own 40 days of mourning

Like the state of Negeri Sembilan, I am also having my own '40 days of mourning'. Of course this is me, figuratively speaking. There is hurt, tears and lots of unanswered questions but I am not wearing black. Instead, I am on the way to a quick recovery, hopefully living life better and to its fullest. Because I have realised the reason behind the incident and am feeling much better. However, I think that this '40 days of mourning' is essential in order for me to 'break free', so to speak.

Dede, thanks lots.


On a lighter note, it's new year's eve tomorrow! but i have no friends to go out with. Sob..I do not know how to celebrate it in my own way. anyone wanna go out? just give me a holler.