Sometimes I wish I could say I hate you for all the things you've done to me..and for all its repercussions..


Cuz sometimes the truth hurts..
real bad..



and you can just go anytime you want..
cuz you did mention it more than once..


somebody kill me~

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know,
I know

28/12/2008

I'll Remember to Make Sure that Everything is Laid Out before Presenting It to You

it was too much time together yesterday that made it all too unbearable today..
cuz it only took that one little thing to spark it all off..
just because of that, i was blamed..
but didn't you think that
i've been doing all the thinking for you lately..
that a little slip there was forgivable?

you rush in your judgement of me..
the fact is,
you don't trust me in these matters..
cuz i always don't do things the right way..
the right way= how you want things to be/be done..

so what am i to do now?

i think i may be having a mild hangover

and a ringing sound in my ears..

one of the things i remember most about our night out on the streets yesterday was when he cried during the closing song. he told me he loves me very much. as high as i was, i couldn't stop but shed some tears myself. no guy has ever made me feel so loved and appreciated. he is my everything. he trusts me and is with me through thick and thin.

you looked so good yesterday.

i am blessed to have you as the love of my life.

When I Miss You

I Always Have Spicy Chicken McDeluxe at McDonald's





I Always Eat Our Favourite Spaghetti and Fruit Waffle in KLCC





I Always Get A Book And Sit At The Comics Section To Read It





I Always Listen to Our Song

I Always Notice White Satrias

I Always Watch '24'


Because These Are The Things You Like
And In A Way, It Brings Me Closer To You When We Are Apart

just when i thought everything was ok again

just when i thought i could finally let go of everything in that corner of my heart

it had to happen again..

but i am always there for you

i get upset easily

so it takes time for me to understand what you are trying to tell me

your feelings, thoughts and wants

but when it clicks, i am always there for you

i'm sorry baybee

i'll be a better person

and i love you


i'm a very impossible person, i know

u need time to forget, i need time to be a better person

and sometimes i can be so clueless you feel like banging your head on the wall

but

we're always there for each other right?

i don't want to take us for granted

i hope you will understand
and forgive whatever i said..

Why

is there always a trail of ants going into the girls' toilet?



do we always fall asleep during lectures?


is everyone aiming for perfection when we are all
special in our own way?

am i always doubting myself?

I am good enough
smart enough
beautiful enough
...
...
...
thanks for showing me