i think i may be having a mild hangover

and a ringing sound in my ears..

one of the things i remember most about our night out on the streets yesterday was when he cried during the closing song. he told me he loves me very much. as high as i was, i couldn't stop but shed some tears myself. no guy has ever made me feel so loved and appreciated. he is my everything. he trusts me and is with me through thick and thin.

you looked so good yesterday.

i am blessed to have you as the love of my life.

When I Miss You

I Always Have Spicy Chicken McDeluxe at McDonald's





I Always Eat Our Favourite Spaghetti and Fruit Waffle in KLCC





I Always Get A Book And Sit At The Comics Section To Read It





I Always Listen to Our Song

I Always Notice White Satrias

I Always Watch '24'


Because These Are The Things You Like
And In A Way, It Brings Me Closer To You When We Are Apart

just when i thought everything was ok again

just when i thought i could finally let go of everything in that corner of my heart

it had to happen again..

but i am always there for you

i get upset easily

so it takes time for me to understand what you are trying to tell me

your feelings, thoughts and wants

but when it clicks, i am always there for you

i'm sorry baybee

i'll be a better person

and i love you


i'm a very impossible person, i know

u need time to forget, i need time to be a better person

and sometimes i can be so clueless you feel like banging your head on the wall

but

we're always there for each other right?

i don't want to take us for granted

i hope you will understand
and forgive whatever i said..

Why

is there always a trail of ants going into the girls' toilet?



do we always fall asleep during lectures?


is everyone aiming for perfection when we are all
special in our own way?

am i always doubting myself?

I am good enough
smart enough
beautiful enough
...
...
...
thanks for showing me

Families

are meant to stick together

something so sacred to me right now

disappointment fails me
in my bid to explain to you how i feel

because families are meant to stick together
no one gets left behind

i know i haven't been playing my part

but please

lets just stop all of this

and shatter the glass of pride blocking us all from each other
...
...
...
i just want to be emancipated from all of this

I Know

I know you had a decision to make
cuz she treated you exceptionally well
and i was just a not so pretty gal
she was beautiful
and i didn't know how to treat you right
she knew how to sweet talk you
but i didn't
instead
i just believed in true love

i know you had a decision to make
cuz she was the sociable and out-going one
with lots of friends
while i just sat in my corner

it was a long time ago you said
how i wish that was true
even now you still lie to me
cuz if it was a long time ago
why didn't i see it that day when all was found out?

i know you had a decision to make
so why choose me
if all the right directions pointed to her?

*Remember*

when we used to walk back to our hostels everyday*



when everyone thought that i was jealous because I wasn't chosen to be your 'Queen'*




the crazy things we always do in bookshops*



when we took your car for its very first spin*



when we used to go to jusco cuz we did not want to hang out in college*



when we always gave the correct answers in class*



when i missed you so much*

****