Call me emo..

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We might have took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothing better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missing

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby

comparisons

comparisons are easily made
i like to compare
it's taking over me
you don't think about it

but i do

all the time..

i can't help but make comparisons
about everything from the tip to the tail
it's hard for me to let go of that phase
it tugs at my heart
tearing it slowly

your reaction to it is as though it never happened
you dismiss it everytime i bring it up
i'm jealous, hurt and sometimes wish i wasn't in the picture at all

open up your eyes
see what i am going through
no more drama, please; i've had enough of it
open up your eyes and see how much i am doubting myself

because i am jealous
and i make comparisons..

i need you to show me
i need you to reassure me
i need you to to always be there for me

and not make any comparisons..

i'm trying my best

but it just keeps popping up at unexpected places and times
it~comparisons
it~person

i'm trying my best
it's time you tried your best too

because nothing lasts forever..

materiality

Material things do not do justice to what you and me have
But i thought it's just appropriate to flaunt some of it (~hehe~)
of course you gave me all of it (yes you, the one and only)

i salute whoever can read my next post with an open mind
when you can and finally do, you will realise that im talking about something totally innocent
you have been forewarned..

~This is what heaven must feel like~

i finally got a taste of you
your sexy slivers
how i cherished that bite of your round-ended crunch
and the white creamy stuff
just heavenly..

how green you looked when you were in front of me..
giving yourself to me..because that was fate...
and i could control which one i wanted first..

i was craving for you for far too long
finally..finally..
it was time

i hope i will be able to see you again soon
to taste you all over again
cherish your sweetness
and i sweat waiting in the anticipation of you..

;-)

need i say more?

thanks bby..muax!

Are you feeling as though you are on the other side of the fence now?
the side where the perks are no more
the side where you realise a hundred eyes are on you
where a thousand mouths talk about you
the side where i was once before

it's so ironic that only now you bother to do what you are doing
it doesn't bother me one bit
people might say this
they might say that
but i think i know what truth there is left

we know that we are not to be blamed
only one person
but you hurt me
so in the end, you are also to be blamed

i will show you now what you showed me before
i will show you how much you hurt me
i will reciprocate with the same amount of hurt
you owe me seconds..big time

people say my blog is where i pour all my feelings out because..
i don't dare do it in real life
let me tell you this cuz i bet you have heard this as well
i do it here because i don't want to hurt the person i care for the most
i hope you know that here i am talking about YOU
cuz 'you're so vain, you'd probably think (anyway) this (post) is about you,
you're so vain, you probably think this (post) is about you,
don't you? don't you?'

i knew i would win..and i did..