Why

is there always a trail of ants going into the girls' toilet?



do we always fall asleep during lectures?


is everyone aiming for perfection when we are all
special in our own way?

am i always doubting myself?

I am good enough
smart enough
beautiful enough
...
...
...
thanks for showing me

Families

are meant to stick together

something so sacred to me right now

disappointment fails me
in my bid to explain to you how i feel

because families are meant to stick together
no one gets left behind

i know i haven't been playing my part

but please

lets just stop all of this

and shatter the glass of pride blocking us all from each other
...
...
...
i just want to be emancipated from all of this

I Know

I know you had a decision to make
cuz she treated you exceptionally well
and i was just a not so pretty gal
she was beautiful
and i didn't know how to treat you right
she knew how to sweet talk you
but i didn't
instead
i just believed in true love

i know you had a decision to make
cuz she was the sociable and out-going one
with lots of friends
while i just sat in my corner

it was a long time ago you said
how i wish that was true
even now you still lie to me
cuz if it was a long time ago
why didn't i see it that day when all was found out?

i know you had a decision to make
so why choose me
if all the right directions pointed to her?

*Remember*

when we used to walk back to our hostels everyday*



when everyone thought that i was jealous because I wasn't chosen to be your 'Queen'*




the crazy things we always do in bookshops*



when we took your car for its very first spin*



when we used to go to jusco cuz we did not want to hang out in college*



when we always gave the correct answers in class*



when i missed you so much*

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Oh Well~

screw the finding of leadership articles, reading of assessment notes and other nonsensical assignments now..

my late ah kong, whenever he bought groceries, would write the date he purchased those items and paste them onto the items. all the jam bottles, margarine tubs, sesame seed oil bottles and shampoos had dates stuck on them.

~kinda makes sense now the logic of doing that~




Aamir Khan looks good in his latest movie..

generally, all actors who have 'khan' in their names look good~ (except shah rukh khan-he's too commercialized)




a guy wrote in the papers that all cinemas in malaysia should have a 5min interval during shows (just like what they are doing in India now) so that audiences can have a toilet break or stretch their bodies and also to avoid the occurence of deep-vein trombosis (tabib you mr. newspaper article).

i think i am in love with the indian culture, esp the punjabi one~ u noe why~

have we really gained independence when we behave like this?

its the day after our country's independence but already there is a story that makes me wonder whether we were really ready for it. i read an article on

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090830/tap-malaysia-religion-islam
-hinduism-0193655.html

and it just made me shake my head..why would people do such things?
where is the 1malaysia concept that has been and is continuously being promoted by the government? haven't they had enough time to absorb the fact that we are all Malaysians even though we have different races and religions. we shouldn't even be saying we have different races and religions anymore. so what if we have different races and religions. we are still Malaysians and should be protecting each other, not hurting one another. Have you been looking at your MyKads lately? under the title warganegara? Malaysian.i know how it feels like to be discriminated upon..you know who i mix with..and it hurts let me tell you that, to not be accepted by everyone. even mixed-race relationships shouldn't be frowned upon. this is where we are unique, this is where we are all Malaysians.

but then again, this is my own personal opinion..

world revolving and features of behaviourism

you know, i didn't know there existed people who are so selfish and demanding till today in college. oh wait, let's add unreasonable, full of drama and downright dumb. i mean like, don't you know that other people have feelings as well? ok, i know i'm not like directly at the receiving end but hey, don't stare at me as though i was the one who didn't obey your commands. come on la, you are so demanding and bossy. if you don't hear something you like, you go and sulk. if someone says something you don't like, you stomp your feet and walk out of class. if your points were not used in discussions, you slam your hand on the table and shout about how unsatisfied you are. we have ears too ok. we know you're talking about us from a mile away due to your loud voice. here's a tip: if you want to talk bad about people either do it right in front of their faces or talk softly if it's behind their backs. don't shout and make your own self look bad and needy in front of everyone. the world does not revolve around you.. oh yeah, and please tell this to your other friends who are behaving as bad as you are..they are no different than you. and stop the staring at people when you're unsatisfied with them..you're not the only one with the 'powers' to do such things..contacts help but my eyes are much better at doing this au naturel


you can boss me around how much you want but let me tell you something
a) i'm no dictionary or spell-check on microsoft word
b) i can make friends with whoever i want and will defend them as i see fit
c) don't you ever judge me by the people i mix with
d) you do not want to see me when i'm in the mood for a verbal and maybe physical fit

if you're reading this and think i'm talking about you then good for you. if you're feeling angry about what i have said then i've done good for the world since now you know how you actually behave in public and how much you take people for granted. i hope the world will be much more peaceful after this. it's time you gave due credit to the right people.

Kudos to Faiz for his spectacular performance in 2.2 today. no one in our cohort will be able to beat you or master the intricacies of what you do..lol..there will be more to come i hope.. :-)

..congrats to my sweetheart..